Sunday, January 23, 2005

it only hit me today
you went away.


having a throbbing headache and caught the flu bug
so am very grouchy right now
+ feeling very alone despite everything
math test on tues and im lagging in econs.
- i only want to share one of those normal talks w tings that usually send us into peals of laughter and make me feel very contented after it all
- i only want to snuggle up to steph
- i only want to stitch with shuqi all over bishan, looking asbsolutely retarded but not giving an eff.
- i only want to back in nana's house w ree and nana laughing at nothing
- i only want to be out in town w the chanmalis

i only want so many things.
it suddenly hit me,
we're all going separate ways.
and im not in it.
i detest being ill.
i miss my hair.